Day 11: Enjoy the Silence.

"A picture of something you hate."

If there's one thing in this world that I hate the most, it is feeling alone.

I have spent a seriously ridiculous amount of time feeling alone in my life. Sometimes it is nice to have a little alone time; to think, to pray...to sing in front of the mirror and pretend you're a rockstar. Regardless of those certain moments, the feeling of being completely and utterly alone is the worst. It's knowing that you have no one to talk to and no one to turn to for advice. It's the feeling of being completely alone on this planet when you know there are still millions out there.

Feeling alone is the worst.

Although I have the best man in the world by my side, sometimes it is nice to know that there are others out there that I can depend on. Recently, I feel like Jeremiah is the only one that I can turn to. So when something goes wrong with him or if he just can't be around for some reason, it gets to me. Hard. It puts me in such a bad mood and it is horrible to deal with. It's depressing. I know that there are people out there that will listen, but sometimes it just isn't the same. But in the end, at least I have Jeremiah.

I hate this blog post.