A picture of something you're afraid of.
Well unfortunately this post may be very redundant.
My biggest, most terrifying fear in life is dying. Thanataphobia, to be exact. To elaborate even more, the thing I'm most afraid of is dying before I get the chance to call Jeremiah my husband.
Don't ask me why; I have absolutely no idea. I was never really afraid of death until after I met him. I guess it is the thought of never being able to fulfill the entire fairy tale that our relationship is. I guess it's just that I'm terrified of losing him, even by my own death.
And then there's just the question of what happens after you die. That unknown territory freaks me the fuck out.
I really just more than anything want to live a long, beautiful and happy life by Jeremiah's side. I want little rugrats running around our home and for us to grow old together.
Death is inevitable. I know that. I only hope that that I am able to live my life the way I want to before that fateful day comes.
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