I Love Him.Yeah, I said it. I love him with everything in me. I know it's only been a few months, but...I just know. I don't even have to think about it at all! I have NEVER in my life felt this way about anyone, or anything! I have no words to describe how he makes me feel. I feel so lucky to have him. This is the man I want to spend the rest of my life with. I don't care who laughs or who doubts, I know in my heart that I don't want to be with anyone else. I don't even want to look. He is seriously the most amazing person I have ever met.
And what's even better, I know I'm not alone in this. The things he says to me...it drives me wild to think anyone could ever have such strong feelings for me. No one has ever treated me with such love and care as he does. I never thought it was possible to love someone so much and so fast, but he proved me oh so wrong. He amazes me.
Well, right now he'll be gone for two months, and it is literally killing me inside. I'm a mess without him. But I know that we will be strong and stick together in this. Now if only I could get him to believe me when I tell him that I am in this till the end. I'm not going anywhere. I guess all I can really do for myself is count down the days till his return.
7 days down, 62 more to go...
It honestly baffles me how one can grow to love another human being this way. It's the most amazing feeling in the world. I remember just months ago, I would lie in bed at night questioning my reasons to live. Now I feel like I actually have something going for me. I've been waiting my whole life to love him. I will never let him go. He is the reason I want to grow up. I am truly blessed.
I can't believe I finally found him.
